Month: April 2014

 

 

 

 

 

 

My family gone after staying the Easter weekend with us. I can let go of some tension which always follow hosting people in our house. My wife is here still of course. She doesn’t know you. She will be shocked when she learn you will come.

I had you on vid this morning. You showed yourself off completely naked today. You are beautiful. I know you can’t see that yourself. Probably feel too fat around your waist. That is why you have always covered yourself over your belly. I loved you letting go of that this time. I demanded that from you.

You were really bitchy because you had been fighting your husband. Took it out on me. You do that usually. I can’t take back from here. Can’t punish you. I know you would misbehave just to be punished.

 

That is why I invited you here. You have really gone too far several times. I need to be able to control you better

 

It is the best part of the year. Our cold land of stone and ice is warming up. The ice yield for the sun. I will show you my beautiful country and make sex to you in the nature. I will also give you your special treatment out in the free. This day is perfect for such outdoor activities.

 

Already when I pick you up at the airport I want to show you I’m still frustrated from our hours of arguing on hangout. You travel business like, almost masculinely dressed. After some formal greetings and kisses

 

I give your boobs some little rude squeezes and

 

 

I find your nipples through your shirt and pinch them hard so I can see the pain in your face. I can also see you slide into that trance place in your mind which use to fascinate me. In that state you can take pain without complain. You are so ready for my treat. You have been anticipating this for hours on your flight.

I get instant hard. While standing there at arrival waiting on your suitcase to show up on the conveyer belt. Just in the most crowded area I pull you close, let my hand find your zipper and open for access to your huge clit. You have followed instruction and wear no panties. I treat you knob rather hard. You are instant wet and let me do

anything. Your eyes are closed and you already bite your lip. I have to support you as your knees weaken and you almost squirt over my fingers. You cry silently for joy and love.

You are so much my GIRL now. No will alone, but to be my toy of pleasure. When the suitcase arrive I zip back up.

Let you lick my fingers and then I have to grab your suitcase. We hurry to my car. Your face is blushing and we are both high on something. Anticipation makes us both horny.

Just about to start the car an idea strike me. “Undress!” You look shocked. “Undress!” I say again. You hesitate and I lean over beginning to open your belt and zip down.

Still you protest and say I’m crazy, but you help getting your wear off.  At last you are naked in the leather seat of my car. I enjoy the moment. You try to cover as a young couple cross the over the park lot in front of us. You just have little protection from the darkened screen. They look into the car with wide staring eyes. I slowly lift your heavy left breast and wave it towards them. Then I start the car and drive off from the park lot.

 

 

Looking down on you I can see your shaved, moist cunt open as you feel my lust.

I reach down and let my fingers find their ways in your flower.

Close to the airport there is an ancient stone circle from ages back. Nobody really know the ancient meaning of it.  I pull the car in between the trees at the secluded park place adjacent to it. “Get out and give me service” I said.

I watched you as you tried to see if somebody could watch, but it is really secluded. We could hear the sound of the cars and people passing. There is a foot path near by, but people coming here are here for love reasons, just like us. You walk naked around the car and I enjoy rhe view of you, kneeling on the soft ground and opening my belt and zipper.

I swing out and lift up as you pull my pants down and grab hold of my erect shaft. You let your mouth sink deep over me as I slide towards you. Fingers find my scrotum and pull my testicles the way I have told I love it.

I almost pass out for pleasure when I come in your mouth.

You swallow every drop and lick your mouth afterwards. “Mmmmmm” you say, and I know your pleasure is to serve me. I so much love your gift of service. “Thank you, my GIRL” I said. “I’ll take you home to meet my wife. You will be Au Pair for us. You will help in our house and take orders from her. For me your special skills as sexual slave will be most welcome.

I will cuff you and punish you if you disobey any of us.  I have a special room reserved for that. I’m certain you will enjoy your stay!”

I love my GIRL. We met online. She’s a natural sub and she  thought me to be a natural dom. We got together in this cyberworld and have traveled together after. She can’t deny me anything I demand, but of course I have the sense to read her needs and her limits and don’t request what I know she can’t give me.

 

Once I asked her to let me follow her to pee while we were on cam. She was against it from first second and I really pressed her on this, and we almost got lost in the some principalities which actually meant little more than feeling the power of possessing her. I love the feel of my primal genes, caving my GIRL and possess her. At the same time a modern and flexible man respecting her human rights. Luckily my senses got the best and I concluded that she give me her service out of love and it comes free. Her service is a gift which I have to cherish. I have to treat that gift respectfully to keep it.

She is jealous and moody. I too have my things to stumble and fall for. We both have families, but it seems like my family is more in my commitments than her family. She has no children. I have children and grandchildren. I will not leave the sum of my life to follow an impulse for a total new life form.

Both off us have spouses. For me, if that was all I might leave mine. We have good relation, but no sex together. What begins as a vanilla love life tend to run out after a while. I really think a dom/sub relation has more to offer for commitment than a normal vanilla love life.

We often end up with creating distance between us and losing the feel of each other. But it seems such is mostly based on problems based on long distance relational issues. I think there are some issues related to difference in need too. She is into this need for pain to get pleasure. I’m more into need of dominating and commanding her to please, but it seems we both have willingness to give each other what we we want, and a strong mental connection seems to be our life line.

We are both swinging between hope to get together and despair that it will never happen. Both those feels are based on illusion and just swings in mode. She tend to call her overwhelm by this feel realism, but it really is emotion based on a feel of not having any role in creating reality.  I’m more into analyzing which small steps may lead in desired direction from here.

The problem with such acts is that at long distance there is no predictability in how things actually will realize itself in life. Choices will need to be done at all the curbs in the life steam. The closer to materializing the more specific choices can affect the outcome.  And at a later time it may still turn out that another choice in at an earlier curb would have been wiser. This attempt to get something in life really has its impredictability.

My best shot at present is to make choices to find it possible to meet, just a “coincidental” meeting. I put it within quotes because it really will not be coincidentally when it is based on plans, but it is coincidental in the meaning I have no plans for the choices and the effect there after. It may really be all we get, or it may set of a ravine of events. I have to act very careful. And for my GIRL it may appear to be just teasing her feelings….. like  “Close, but not within reach”.

I’m really sad (or maybe I should be happy) to tell, I’m human, but my choices make impact in more than my own life. Which give me responsibility as being God, but left without the power of being able to correct much after it is done. I’m given the power to make a huge footprint, good and bad without the wisdom to foresee the full effect of what I do. And with that the happiness of a lot of people lies within my responsibility.

 

Nothing is easy by following ones impulses, my GIRL. I have that responsibility because I’m master for a whole department of this life. I’m not given the choice of making choices on impulse.